I guess it's not really fair (or smart) to post portions of a story without the beginning. Here's the start of the last two posts... it sets the stage for all that follows.
June 11, 1863
In the hour before dawn the German lifted
his blankets and rolled out from under the wagon to stretch and yawn. Fog thickened the darkness until his eye
could discern no shape beyond arm’s length, nor could he hear a sound beyond
his own movement. He felt the cool, wet
air on his face as he made his way to the back of the wagon and reached inside
the canvas cover, feeling for the dragoon pistol he left there the night
before.
As he took it in his hand his wife’s
hand closed over his. Her face appeared
at the canvas opening.
Lorenz?
Lisbeth.
Wie gehts?
The mules… wasser. I take them to the river now. Then
some grain to make an early start.
I’ll wake the children.
Nein.
Sie schlafen. Now some
coffee. Then wake them.
She leaned out from under the canvas
and kissed him. He stuck the heavy pistol
in his waistband and turned away from the wagon.
Lorenz.
Ja.
We catch up to the other wagons?
Nachmittag, Ich denke.
She heard his voice again as the fog
swallowed him.
Kaffee, bitte. Schnell.
Lorenz Bauer stepped into the grainy
darkness and paused, listening. He had bought
the six big-bellied, square-built mules for three hundred dollars in Independence . He was skeptical of their short legs until
the dealer told him they were Mexican mules that would thrive on nothing more
than pine straw and cactus, and would still out-pull any animal the Lord had
fashioned since time began.
So far they had proven to be
even-tempered and strong enough, but they were quiet animals too and in the dark
Bauer strained to locate his picket line.
He moved slowly until he heard a tail swish. He drifted toward the sound and almost walked
into one animal as it dozed - its looming shape suddenly appearing through the
mist, ears canted like horns on its anvil-shaped head.
By the time he had them haltered the
fog had begun to lift. He smiled. In the distance he could almost make out the
silhouette of the cottonwoods that lined the Platte River . The trees comforted him. Both he and Lisbeth were raised near Stuttgart , only a few
kilometers from the Schwarzwald.
It had been nearly a year since they
left Germany ,
and the sadness of their departure was still vivid in his memory. It had not been an easy trip. When they arrived in St. Louis a letter
brought news of the death of Lisbeth’s mother.
To assuage his guilt Bauer entertained thoughts of returning to Germany ,
but when he broached the subject Lisbeth refused to consider it. Think of the cost, she said. With tears in her eyes she reminded Lorenz
that even if they returned, they could not bring mutti back. Lisbeth was nothing if not a practical thinker,
and she would not accept his vision of life in America as a pipedream. In Oregon
he would provide for both of them and the children with his brains and the
labor of his hands. It was a future of
hope.
Such were his thoughts as he led his
mules to the river.
Shrouds of fog clung to the trees
that marked the wide, braided flow of the Platte . Already the eastern horizon glowed; within
the hour the crisp air would be warming.
Bauer led his mules through a willow thicket to the edge of a sand bar
on one of the slow-moving channels. This
was not like the rivers of home – the Rhein and the Elbe - mighty, blackwater
rivers of commerce. A man could wade
across the Platte ’s shallow seepage. Good only for watering stock and wetting
one’s feet.
Oregon will be different.
Bauer knelt and removed his hat. He splashed his face and watched the throats
of the mules glide gently up and down as they sucked great draughts of the dark
liquid. He calculated he had made 30
miles since Fort Kearny .
If the family pushed hard today they would catch the previous wagon
train by three o’clock that afternoon.
Then one of the mules raised a
dripping muzzle and turned its head to the east, velvet nostrils flaring. The animal stretched its neck, and loosed a
hoarse, grinding bray that carried Bauer’s attention downstream.
A man stood at the edge of the river,
rim-lit, a gray shape in the light gathering behind him. He was not tall. His physique reminded Bauer of the Missouri blacksmith who
had shod the mules - bandy-legged, with long arms, a square-shaped head, thick
neck and sloping shoulders. Bauer stood
up and opened his mouth to speak, but hesitated. The stranger was silent and Bauer squinted to
see better and took a step into the river to improve his sightline. The weak light revealed little detail, but
Bauer could see the stranger was nearly naked, with strands of long hair
hanging loose on both sides of his head.
In his right hand he held a heavy cudgel.
The stranger had watched from a
thicket downstream. When he saw Bauer kneel in the sand he stepped out and
walked forward until he was within fifteen paces. The white man was ignorant of his presence
for much longer than he anticipated – proof that his attention was elsewhere. Alone, but for his woman and two small
children. Foolish.
The stranger carried only a club, his
preferred weapon, and a Green River knife, and was naked except for breechcloth
and moccasins. He was that summer in his
thirty-third year of life, and his oiled, blue-black hair, unevenly-cropped in
mourning, was drawn back loosely in a tangle and tied behind his head. Around his jaw his dark, copper-colored skin
glowed with vermilion paint in a pattern he had used many times, carefully
applied to appear just as it had on his uncle, whose reputation in battle was well-remembered
in the stories of his people.
Those stories, in part, had shaped
the man’s life and brought him to that riverbank. War was his trade, yet among his kindred he
was regarded as a man apart - a particularly reckless fighter who would risk
taking a blow to deliver one. On his
left breast, two fingers’ width above the nipple he bore a maroon swash of scar
tissue where, as an adolescent, he had been pierced by an Assiniboin lance, the
first of many battle wounds he received.
Because of this no one, not even the man himself, had expected his life
to continue as long as it had. But in
this matter fate held its own counsel and in the passage of time the man had married
and fathered a child, a daughter, whose brief life was the fillip in the events
which unfolded on this morning.
Slowly he moved forward. He could see the white man’s fear beginning
as his right hand drifted toward the pistol butt in his waistband. But Bauer’s lack of caution predicted his
inability to react quickly - with violence - and his fingers had barely touched
the pistol when he was struck by the first arrow.
It came from behind, entering just
below his right shoulder blade, shattering two ribs before traversing the
thorax. The impact knocked Bauer to his knees in the water, unnerving the mules, three of which backed up
into a willow thicket, white-eyed, heads tossing. Time slowed; Bauer coughed hard twice, the
spasms bringing bright lung blood bubbling over his lips, gobbing his chin with
large, crimson curds that strung down to the water’s surface. He flailed the air with his left arm, gasping
as he tried to regain his feet. His
chest was on fire. He lifted himself to
a crouch and was struck again hard in the hip.
He spun away from the water to stagger sideways onto the sand, where he
fell on his right side.
Two Indians emerged from the willows
upstream, and then three more. They held
short bows, arrows nocked. They watched
as the wounded man rolled onto his chest, the protruding arrow shafts wagging
like quills on a porcupine. He groaned
and lifted his head, which bobbed and trembled.
He weakly moved his arms and tried to gather himself when the one who
first appeared downstream reached him.
He placed one foot in the middle of Bauer’s back and pushed him
down. He grabbed the German’s hair and
pulled his head upward to bring his face into view. The Indian’s eyes bore black, bottomless
corneas and sclera the color of rust.
Windows without interiors.
Pitiless. The Indian raised his
right hand and brought the stone-headed club down hard on the German’s skull,
exploding blood and brain across his dark forearms, chin and throat. Then he turned the body over and withdrew the
pistol from the waistband and inspected the caps and cylinders, blowing on them
to clear the grit.
The other Indians gathered
the mules and tied them to branches of driftwood that marked the apex of spring
floodwaters against the shallow bank.
The warriors moved quickly, exchanging neither spoken word nor gesture. In turn they examined Bauer's body, every
man touching the corpse by hand or with a bow.
Then the sun broke the horizon, and
in its flat, silvery light the tribesmen mounted their ponies and rode in the
direction of the German’s camp.
The children of Lorenz and Lisbeth
Bauer were slow to rouse that morning. Meta , age 8, and her brother, Franz, 6, whimpered softly
and snuggled back under soft quilts when their mother gently uncovered them and
kissed their ears. The grinding fatigue
of the overland trail typically appeared first in the youngest travelers,
accumulating over time like wet clay on a boot, growing heavier until each
day’s advance seemed a weight almost impossible to bear. By the time they reached Laramie , many emigrants didn’t bother to wake
the littlest children for travel. As
long as they ate well, the small ones were allowed to sleep through the day,
roused only when the train confronted a difficult river or a steep grade. The Bauer children were showing the signs of
trail weariness, but Lisbeth suspected her mother’s passing had an affect as
well.
What she didn’t know was that the
news of the death of Grossmutti had
not really saddened the children; their memories of the wizened, bespectacled
woman centered on her pale, furrowed skin, and the bony, claw-like fingers that
dug into their cheeks and ears when she greeted them. In fact, she reminded them of an engraving
they had seen of eine Zauberin, and
they had always been uneasy when left alone in her presence for long. They were frightened of her cackling laugh
and the silent rooms of her creaking, drafty house, with its strange, musty
smells and the several, multi-colored Kรคtzen that darted from room to room and
perched on the deep window sills. No, they did not miss her.
But before St. Louis they had never seen their mother
press herself into their father’s shoulder, nor witnessed the tears that rolled
slowly down her cheek as he spoke softly to comfort her. What affected Lisbeth’s children was not their
grief, but hers. After the letter came
Lisbeth had barely spoken for days, and it was not until their father announced
they would be joining a train out of Fort
Kearny that their mood
lightened; mama had smiled as he told
them. What they did not know was that
her smile was not about the train, but other news.
After a few minutes Lisbeth called to
the children to hurry; she would make griddle cakes. She heard them squeal inside the wagon as she
lifted her heavy cast iron skillet from the side box. This day they would eat a hearty breakfast;
it would be a special day. Today she
would tell them about the baby she would have when they reached Oregon .
She was removing the coffee pot from
the fire when two of the mules trotted around the corner of the wagon, leads
trailing in the short grass. Lisbeth
watched the animals as they moved away, their heads sawing from side to side,
ears aslant, as if listening to a trailing sound.
Lorenz? she said softly, turning back
to the wagon.
She looked up and saw the killers as
they closed in, mounted in a line abreast.
The light behind them carried a fresh, spectral glow, rimming their
feathers and bows and shields as they rode, sparkling in the dew-tipped coats
and vaporous breath of their ponies.
Mein Gott, she
whispered. The coffee pot slipped from
her grasp and she sank slowly to her knees, spilled coffee steaming in the
grass, her pink hands reaching up to her cheeks, moving across her eyes to
block the next moments from view.
One of the killers raised her
husband’s revolver slowly. Vehoe, he said, and pulled the trigger.